Call me self-obsessed, but can't help pen this down.
I took pride that I looked fresh and energetic and it typically reflected on my face. Today, I looked at my pictures and felt really sad. I've begun to look old. All the stress and sadness is showing. It's painful, because I did take pride in this earlier but now it's slipping away.
I think I'm exhausted and troubled. There so much chaos that's on the inside and on the inside.
I dream of the day when I feel, calm, collected, and energetic again. Of course aging is only natural and I need to accept but I want to do it gracefully.
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